*smiles*

Last night was amazing.  I got to spend time with my boyfriend, a girl who is definitely one of my closest friends, and her husband at a rave.  Then ended the nigh hanging out at the Crack Fox with people who I feel lucky to be considered family with.

I know that most of our friends do story long blogs on stuff but I just need to talk about first how pleased I am with all of this.  I may start doing story long blogs eventually, who knows.

Okay people

I know on FB (which I believe all of my follower peoples have) I have been making some angsty sounding posts.

I want to let you all know that I'm not really depressed.  Yes, I've gone and gotten in a bit of funk but it's on myself.  I did something that really was stupid even if other people don't think it was and had a little ruckus come from it.  So if I am distant, deteched, etc. just know that it's not because of any of you.  I just am trying to put my head together and stop feeling like a worthless bitch who doesn't deserve the people that are in her life cause I just screw up what I touch.

I will get better and I will still be going out and seeing people.  I just may not be the bubbly me you all know and love.